May I suggest that you forget the purpose of the world as the past has created it. Otherwise the future will be just like the past. Nothing but a series of depressing dreams in which all idols fail you, one by one. Where disappointment is everywhere. To change this and open up a road to hope and to release you from what had appeared to be an endless circle of despair requires just that you decide that you do not know the purpose of the world. That you have given it goals it did not have and so you try and decide what the purpose of the world has to be. You have chosen your dreams, for they are largely what you would wish for. Your idols do, largely, what you would wish from them. You have the power to ascribe to them, then pursue them vainly in your dream because you want their power as your own. Yet what are dreams but a mind asleep. Can an illusion succeed in making real the world it projects outside itself? Your path to peace can only be that of surrender to the pathway you chose for yourself on the day of your birth. May I wish you a week of tranquil surrender my friend. Your life is truly special!